It’s been a couple weeks now
And you’re still on my mind
Falling for you was my punishment
Love became my enemy
And i have been going out at night
Trying not to think about you once
I won’t lie or blame it on the alcohol
But just the thought of you with her
Made me lose myself
In a world I don’t belong in
So i kissed somebody else
Just to see how it felt
But I guess I don’t dare to be like you
And move on with someone else
I still curse that day, in which we coincided
But fate put us face to face
Now I replay that moment in my mind
Wondering what your thoughts were
When we looked into each others eyes…
Did you forget about her in those few seconds?
What made you look back?
Sent you a message the same day
Against the will of my friends
Asking whether it was really you
You even admitted it…
You didn’t have the courage to tell me that you were with someone else
I guess you told her about me…
Or maybe she saw my name on the screen of your phone
I know that she asked you to stop following me and opening my messages
Well, you’re not doing what she’s telling you to do
I guess, maybe, deep inside, you still feel the way I do
But let’s be sincere about it
At the end of the story
We are going to keep pretending to be two stranger
Who once were more than just friends
Damn all those conversations
Damn love
Damn fate
Sophie